《只因當時太緊張》

On Monday, I don't wanna go to school.
I just wanna stay with you, all I want is you.
On Tuesday, I don't wanna go to school, I just wanna sing with you, sing your songs with you.
When I listen to your songs, I feel extremely happy.
You will be loving me.
I know you just can't leave me, you just can't leave me.
On Sunday, you're no longer in my heart, may be I got old enough.
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah.
Gigi Leung is dead.
Gigi Leung is dead.
Gigi Leung is dead.
Gigi Leung is dead.

I wanna watch some AV and you got plenty.
I'm so dry, I'm so dry, I'm so dry.
I enjoy watching girls and boys in uniforms.
Send them to me, oh Iris, send them to me.
I don't know any others who has plenty of AV, please send those good AV to me.
I don't know how to download good AV like yours.
I don't know, I don’t know, I don’t know.
You know I like those AV telling no story, only you, only you, you know me.
I don't know any others who has plenty of AV, please send those good AV to me.

只因當時我太緊張，令你覺得我很異常，看到你令我有很多遐想，最好以後都這樣。
那次不小心掂了你手掌，令我覺得很有營養，與你出街是我的夢想，人生充滿新方向。
別人說你很囂張，但是我覺得你很善良，我已沒有心機再細想，怎麼告訴你真相？
別人說你太囂張，但是我覺得你很正常，我已沒有心情再去聯想，怎麼能令你心癢？
只因當時我太慌張，沒發揮到我的擅長，我最想與你去數綿羊，每夜美夢很歡暢。
結果我與你去了足球埸，然後再逛白購商場，順便看了一些明星相，但願你沒高修養。
別人說你很囂張，但是我覺得你很善良，我已沒有心機再細想，怎麼告訴你真相？
別人說你太囂張，但是我覺得你很漂亮，我已沒有心情再去聯想，怎麼能令你心癢？
我似漸變抑鬱與感傷，都不能令你歡暢。

我又有心事，自從看了太宰治，我問誰誰都不會在意死亡的意義。
世界像似崩裂，我倆都無可救治，我但求乘風飛到別處再重新開始。
願你可以給我寫首詩，紀念我們約會過六次。
我沒法想像，看過的童話故事，有陣時成長不過是個悲劇的開始。
我做過的事，沒太多是有意義，接近誰誰都不會快樂這些我都知。
願我可變歡笑的天使，我們便會每日見十次。
願我可變優雅的詩篇，這樣你便願看數十遍。

說我是張如城吧，說我是張如城吧，已經豁了出來，都反正已經豁了出來，年輕的你不要怕。
說我是夏金城吧，說我是夏金城吧，怎麼要批評他的差，怎麼要批評，夢想你都有過嗎？
說我是lalala……說我是lalala……lalala……什麼使你會害怕？

En fin, il est arrive.
Apres les trois questions.
Le premier fois, la premiere personne.
Tu es si peur comme un petit lapin, tu es si timide comme une petite fille.
Est-il trop vite?
Y-a-t-il trop d'amour?
Tu ne sais plus, tu ne sais rien.
Jusqu'a quelqu'un t'a dit, 'il y a toujours le premier fois', 'ne triste pas.'

I hope you can see what I can see.
I hope you can hear what I can hear.
Because it's not easy, because it's not easy.
I hope you can feel what I can feel.
I hope you believe what I believe.
Because I feel lonely, because I'm so lonely.
I don't wanna go home, I still can recall all the days in F.4 we played in our school, now I stay in Mei Foo, but where are you?
Leo, where are you?
I hope you can taste what I can taste.
I hope you can think what I can think.
Because I'm so crazy, because I'm so crazy.
Cos I know you know what I don't know.
I know you can think what I can't think.
Because you are special, because you’re so special.
How I wish you were here, so I called your home, but your mom said that you've gone somewhere I have never heard before,
why didn't you call me when you leave here?
And all the things changed after we repeated a year in school.

已經過了兩星期，沒有與你食雪梨。
我與你確係離奇，年紀相差五十里。
那天你要去外地，剩下我獨自皺眉，你的個性最迷離，讓我不可以忘記。
願明日能再見，你迷人的嘴臉。
我現時就快要，找你對住我笑。
你知嗎﹖
你最迷人是你回望那帶笑眼神。
那刻已被你迷魂，為了你甘願受困。
可惜我另有愛人，實在讓我最頭暈，怎可以共你蜜運﹖
望你可給我熱吻。
願明日能再見，你迷人的嘴臉，我現時就要叫，想起你就要跳。

可否試一次﹖
與我閒時亂搭巴士，由上環到天后，拖著我手到我話夠。
請跟我一次，與我二時搭到十時，什麼都也可以，搭到累時吃百力滋。
我們這件事，沒有人知，流浪到商店，在這日子。
離別時別掛念，明年今天再繼續試。
我們這件事，沒有人知，流浪到商店，在這日子。
離別時侯約定，明年今天再繼續試。

Dear skinny fish, listen to me for a while.
We have no more tears, no more struggle, no more wine.
You're my little fish, swim to me and take some cheese.
Do you still believe he would come back?
He's a freak.
And then my fish she says "I thought he belongs to me. I know I should not mind. I cannot tell lies. He puts me aside..."
Fish starts to cry, other fishes cry and cry.
Fish keeps on crying "wu wu wu…"
Little baby fish, listen to me for a while.
We have no more tears, no more struggle no more wine.
From now on, from now on, from now on...

artwork & photos by ling ling ling